Forgetting who she was...
Journal Entry: Tue Oct 7, 2008, 8:21 PM
After about 2 years of excommunication I have forgotten who Vary Pen Jackson (aka my birth-mother) sounds and looks like.
In photos with her and I or just of her, there is just a feeling of her being a stranger. I dont know who the person she has become and all I have is the bitter feelings of what she created for me two years ago. The wish of immediate death has become more of an afterthought but I still truly hope that she will rot in a gutter on the streets of White Center. People always tell me that in time you will forgive her but forgiveness is something I never truly learned. If I were to see her face to face, I probably wont even recognize her.
Its a sad state of affairs because I am 95% of the way there...
- Mood:
Homicidal - Listening to: Despised Icon - In the Arms of Perdition
- Drinking: Cups of Bitterness
Devious Comments
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ahaha.... thanks for the watch yeah?
I KNOW YOU. *feels special*
ahaha..
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