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Forgetting who she was...

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 7, 2008, 8:21 PM
After about 2 years of excommunication I have forgotten who Vary Pen Jackson (aka my birth-mother) sounds and looks like.

In photos with her and I or just of her, there is just a feeling of her being a stranger. I don’t know who the person she has become and all I have is the bitter feelings of what she created for me two years ago. The wish of immediate death has become more of an afterthought but I still truly hope that she will rot in a gutter on the streets of White Center. People always tell me that in time you will forgive her but forgiveness is something I never truly learned. If I were to see her face to face, I probably won’t even recognize her.

It’s a sad state of affairs because I am 95% of the way there...

  • Mood: Homicidal
  • Listening to: Despised Icon - In the Arms of Perdition
  • Drinking: Cups of Bitterness

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Seattle/SeaTac/Bothell, WA
  • Interests: Snowboarding, Music, Film editing, and much much more!
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club
  • Favourite band or musician: ?
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything really except a few things
  • Favourite poet or writer: Henry Rollins/Tobias Wolf
  • Favourite photographer: Robert Capa
  • Favourite style of art: Photography/Writing
  • Operating System: OS X 10.4
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod 60GB
  • Shell of choice: 5.56 NATO...?
  • Wallpaper of choice: My own work...
  • Favourite game: Oblivion
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Tools of the Trade: POS Olympus Digi Cam w/ Manual feat.

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~Musquash:iconMusquash: Mar 17, 2008, 7:27:40 PM
Thanks for adding my work to your favorites.
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~naruchaaan:iconnaruchaaan: Aug 23, 2005, 2:30:34 AM
HEYYYYYYYYYY~
ahaha.... thanks for the watch yeah?
I KNOW YOU. *feels special*
ahaha..